It wouldn't be my life if it wasn't without abnormality. Like for example truly believing that I WAS NOT pregnant only to take 4 pregnancy tests and find out that yes, I just might be pregnant. 4 tests. The 4th was a different brand. I guess SP thought Friday night pee was tainted with the rum I had at dinner and when that wore off I'd no longer be pregnant. Fooled him.
Still, I am not sure I am fully convinced I am pregnant. Not sure what it will take but I would prefer it not be a raging fit of vomiting. Since I am firing my OBGYN it may be a bit before the official doctor validation so I guess I am going to have to trust the pee tests.
At this moment I am not sure I am having any "symptoms" that I can attribute entirely to being pregnant because, well, let's be honest they could be the result of any number of things. But, here's what I am feeling at this exact moment: I have a thumping headache. My boobs feel like boulders and I am quite confident the left nipple will be hard forever. I am sleepy. Very sleepy. And I want a beer because my husband is watching a show on a microbrew. Since I am still a tad unsure about the reality of being knocked up, I am feeling apprehensive and anxious. I want to tell people, but also don't want anyone to know.
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